Talked about you today to a friend

One of my close friends. Because u know I'm not trying to tell the whole world. She said I light up when talking about you. I smiled even more. She said she never seen me like that. Though ive only known her for a year and a half. I felt so gay lol but she was right. I haven't been this genuinely happy about a guy in awhile. Wow. I kept thinking about you last night before i went to bed. Kept smiling and replaying in my head about finally chillin with u one on one and seeing you. What it would be like. Wondering if we'll have that chemistry. Or if we won't and it'll be awkward. But whatever happens happens. I just hope we don't fuck up and act all nervous. And by us I mean me :(((