Tuesday, November 2, 2010

my confession

i get jealous when my good dude friends like or get involved with other people if i dont have any other options myself. reason being because i wonder how some stranger can get THAT type of a attention from you than me. what am i doing wrong that im getting passed up? especially when you make it seem as though youre into 'my type' as far as personality and physically and or mentally but then you actually seem to pay attention to the whole opposite. now this doesnt mean that i actually like them. obviously. cause i noticed it kinda fades eventually as if its a phaze.but yeah its something ive come to noticed lately. i hate this lonely feeling. its sad for me to feel like this about friends. somethings not right...